This sounds incredibly frustrating, but there’s likely nothing “wrong” with you – you may be experiencing a common disconnect between ability and academic performance that has several possible explanations.
Your pattern suggests you might be dealing with test anxiety or performance anxiety. Even highly intelligent people can struggle to demonstrate their knowledge under testing conditions due to stress, time pressure, or the artificial nature of test environments. The fact that you knew the accounting material the second time around but performed better suggests this isn’t about intelligence or understanding.
Another possibility is that you’re a different type of learner than traditional classroom settings accommodate. Some people need more time to process and organize information, or they learn better through application rather than memorization and regurgitation. Your high IQ combined with poor initial performance often indicates a mismatch between how you naturally think and how you’re being asked to demonstrate knowledge.
You might also be experiencing what’s sometimes called “perfectionism paralysis” – where high-ability students second-guess themselves or overthink problems, leading to poor performance despite knowing the material.
The pattern you describe – failing initially but succeeding when retaking courses – suggests you might benefit from extended time, alternative testing formats, or simply a less pressured environment to show what you know.
Many successful people have similar academic histories but go on to excel in their careers where they can demonstrate knowledge in more natural ways.

The fact that you understand your specific situation is what will continue to empower you!

I agree. Like you, we are still using the same phonics/reading tools from 1962, and it still works! 95% of our students go from nonreader to 1st grader reading level in 8 sessions. Imagine that:-)

Thank you, Laura for your kind words about our practice quizzes and for sharing your story! We’re committed to supporting learners of all abilities and are actively working on developing more inclusive products.
In the meantime, our one-on-one tutors are here to support you with reading challenges. We’ll also keep in mind your request for resources on learning with dyslexia. Keep pushing forward, and we’ll do our best to support you on your learning journey!

Hi Kelly Glad you are enjoying the puzzles. We will resend your download link. Thank you for being a valued customer.

Hi Arionna we can certainly help improve your second grader’s map scores. We offer virtual tutoring and test prep support. Please see our link to enroll on our website.